WHY SANDY WHY?!
Thursday, 20 December 2012 | 8:39:00 pm |
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i just realised im the kind of person who loves to start reading a book but can never bloody finish it. like for instance i decided to clean up my room again seeing as it started to get messy, but this time i went into the greater depths of my room and holy fuck did i find so many books or what. BUT none, ABSOLUTELY NONE of them were finished, like i had various bookmarks for each book because i always thought id go back to it but nup i just had to fucking start another book. i actually forgot that i ever read, dont get me wrong i actually really enjoy reading and i remember at one stage i was reading multiple books and once. btw the majority of my books were about dogs lol, i use to fanatic over them. but just what the fuck happened. i just wanna go back in time and smack myself across the face for not finishing the goddamn book because it LITERALLY ONLY HAD A COUPLE CHAPTERS LEFT and the book wouldve been finished. but then again i am the type of person when im enjoying something, i wouldnt want it to end and so i would just stop so that it wouldnt end.. FUCK YOU PAST SANDY, FUCK YOU. why you gotta leave my hanging for? now i have so many unanswered questions. just fuck you. now im having trouble whether i should start all of them again.. well at least if i do, ive got something to keep me occupied this holiday. it seems apparent that i have moved on from dramas to books lol. but honestly i wonder how long this is going to last, probably not for long.
anyways now something completely irrelevant, my sister told me to work at movie world because she was going through the photos from the gold coast and realised that in most of the photos im pulling some of my renowned faces.. she was like people can take with me while pulling a face.. ok enough for today.
